Saturday, September 12, 2009

She was me!






She still remembers the day they last met.

The day they strolled the streets together,
The day when they savoured the flavours,
The day when she spoke nothing,
But let Silence speak her heart.

The day when they were together for the last,
The day when the hours flew really fast,
The day which was painful yet so perfect,
She still remembers the day they last met.

She remembers how they laughed,
How much she loved to gaze in his eyes,
She knew that she was beholding him,
For the very last time.

She beheld him there,
And she beheld him right,
He killed her despair,
Which was hard to fight.

She saw him as her Prince,
She took him as her Knight,
It was the day they last met,
How painful was her plight.

The moment of parting reached her soul,
She would tremble, she could not hold,
In deep sorrows she shut her eyes,
And tried to hold her soul which cried,
She tried to crush, she tried to mould,
She took decisions meek and bold.

Oh! no more could she put in words,
What she felt deep inside,
That lurching yet longing desire,
To stop him for another while.

He took her hand in his,
He gave his usual smile,
How easy it was for him,
To bid that final Goodbye.

And then he stepped back,
His hands drew away from her,
He turned and went away,
She stood there,
All numb and motionless,
Her happiness was going,
Will somebody stop Him?

She started walking her way,
She looked back but he was not there,
Her heart pounded,
Her mind boggled,
And the entire World thumped around her.

She stood there in a state of oblivion,
Hot tears brimmed her eyes,
Her veins turned cold,
It was a feeling untold,
She wished she could unfold,
Her love for him.

She reached her house,
She unlocked the door,
Her melancholic figure glided in,
Her purse fell down on the floor.

All Doomed, Destitute and Desolate,
Quivering, Flickering, Fluttering like a candle,
She threw herself on her bed and,
Lay there numb and lifeless,
Like an extinguished one.

She bellowed like an automaton,
Tears poured down like rain,
In the darkness of her room,
In the gloom of her state,
She found her life grey,
All her dreams went astray.

That girl was thwarted, plundered by the world,
That girl was snatched, deprived off her Love,
That girl was weak yet so strong,
That girl could’nt forget that lovely bond.

Bound in the shackles of his memories,
She twisted, dwindled and pined,
She had her love and hope burning,
She swore to fight the pre-destined.

Now,

Let me tell you a secret,
Let me take your breath away,
Let me make you speechless,
Let me make your sense astray.

I felt Her pain, I felt Her agony,
I knew what her love meant to be,
I felt it all,
I knew it all.

As I Was that girl,
That girl was me,
Surely, I was her,
Indeed, She was me!

8 comments:

Princess Caspian said...

'Exceedingly Touching'

Isn't this the 'rajiv chowk' incident?Dude you couldn't have done a better job expressing your feelings!BEAUTIFUL! I never knew you were this good! You are getting better with every poem you written up till now!

Awwdity's Child said...

Yes dear ur right!!!!!!!!!!!!
its that C.P wala incident!!!!!!!!
gosh!!!!!!!!!
dnt talk bout that day!!!!!!!
anyways thanks for ur appreciation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)

Ritika said...

it is beautiful...flawless..

worth 10000 claps...
n the way u xpress forces me to admire u ...!!!
u r wonderful..

anchal said...

god sparshita you are good!!! i am amazed.

Awwdity's Child said...

thanks alot anchal yaar!!!!!!!!!
ur comment means alot to me and valuable as well as ur the critic of u group!
thanks alot girl!!!!!!!!
keep visiting my blog and do leave in comments if u feel like!!!!!!!!
tada!!!!!!!
love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vipul bansal said...

hey,,,,,,
its excellent.. i hd nvr read such a beautiful thoughts..

Vivek said...

Too gud...y dnt u publish ur poems..

Awwdity's Child said...

Thanks...a ton